I have a lead that explains your social struggles and quirks but it may be rude and unwarranted: you are autistic like me. Don’t be ashamed of it but embrace it as a colorful way to see the world. I hope this lead helps you. Sorry if I offend you.
English is a 2nd language where I'm from. Ididn't have many friends.AfterHololive,I still don't,but at least Ifound many like-minded people to be alone together.Makes a great conversation starter too.
Hi Mumei! 1st SC! Yay! Sometimes life tends to throw a lot at once, but there will be peace after the storm. Lots of people really love you, want to be there for you. I really wish for better times comes faster! ILY : D